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R.I.P Lymari~ [Oct. 30th, 2007|07:11 pm]
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[Current Music |Fei Lun Hai - I Have My Young]

Life has been very sad and nice. My friend's sister passed away in a car accident not far from where I live. I will be going to her wake on Thursday to send my condolences. How young she was - only 19. She had so much ahead of her. May your soul rest in blissful peace, Lymari~
 
I've gotten the chance to talk to my three girls again, and boy how I miss them so. Chrystine wanted to go to the mall on a Sunday, the idiot. We gots school. But we may hangout next week since we have no school. Gleeee~ so happy. 

Halloween is coming up. I am not dressing up anything extraordinary, but I will dress up all funky~ I shall take pictures of my school & I tomorrow!

I've talked to Julian and he said I've change. How so, I asked. Well, he said I've become more stern, and tincy wincy meaner. I talk more than I've ever had. He said it's a good thing. Hm, I don't know being meaner is a good thing, but I could understand the stern part.

Oh goodness, and I had the weirdest dream yesterday. I had a dream that I was marrying this kid in the back on my Geometry class. I've never even spoke to him in real life, but booy was it scary. I was even getting married at my age right now! Everyone was there! I was so happy and excited. We danced, and then I finally snapped at him that I had no intention marrying him. He ignored and still smiled throughout the whole dance. I cried and cried then my sister woke me up because I almost over-slept. I sort of wanted to see the continuation of my dream, but not really. No way in hell that will happen in real life. No way in hell..

I've done my Chinese project which was supposed to be a group thing, but I've got to be paired with a bunch of slackers. It's alright though. They're nice to me, even though they constantly ask to borrow my homework. I was rushing with it since I was alone doing it, and guess what.. I put the Chinese Flag upside down. Oh Lord. Everyone uproad with laughter in the class. I lowered my head out of embarassment and said sorry sorry so many times. My teacher laughed and said it was okay~ Haha, that was pretty funny though.

I love love reading Teppei's blogs. Love love it. Hen ke ai~ Reading them just makes my day and makes me want to blog more often, and more simple.

It's gotten more chilly, and I wrap myself with a puffy, black jacket. My hands are sometimes nearly frostbitten and I have a hard time waking up in the morning since it's so cold. Very cranky I am in the morning.

I've watched so much Arashi clips over the weekend, and I can't help myself. Waah, Nino cho kawaaaiii~! YEEEEEYY~ !! and I started watching Hana Yori Dango again. Made me feel nostalgic~

I have loads of homework, but for some reason.. I just wanted to blog.
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おうむ [Oct. 23rd, 2007|06:51 pm]
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[Current Mood | good]
[Current Music |Kim Jung Hoon - おうむ]

I'm still alive everyone! I have nothing to blog about since my life is pretty much a bore. Today, I skipped Enviromental Club because.. I didn't feeel like going. Well, the teacher was out on a field trip anyways with her students, but I think she was supposed to be back by 3. Oh well, it's okay!

My house has new doors now! No more brown doors I've been living with for 14 years. Now they're all white, but my door is sort of hard to open and close. ftuume.. )<

Oh! and I did pretty well in Quiz Bowl yesterday, which was also my first day going. I got two questions right! I was sad that I only answered two, but people told me that it's pretty good for a beginner. There was this guy, I think he's a senior, and he's SOO good. Everytime he'd answer, I'd just clap and go, "WAAW!" 

My mom has vacation, so she's been at home just cleaning, and being a normal, worked-up mother. She wakes me up in the morning instead of my sister, but she yells a whole lot. I love her being at home though. The house is a lot louder and hectic when she's around.

I was also looking through my photo album on Sunday since I was inspired by two cute babies I saw at church last week. Made me want to look at myself when I was that little..

OH! And I got Kim Jung Hoon's full album yesterday in the mail!~ Hehe, I shall take pictures of it for people to see! He's so beautiful, but you could notice the darkness under his eyes. Aw, poor oppa ): Hehe, and it comes with photo cards, so I put them all over my locker. Hehe, showed them to Kathy. She and I were all "ahh-ing" over the pictures. The songs are alll so lovely~

Helen and I were gogogaahing over Farenheit today~ Man, is she cool or what? Hehe, now I expect her to have my iPod 24/7. Jiro Wang & Aaron Yan&hearts;

That is all. Until next time~

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plain plain [Oct. 11th, 2007|10:34 pm]
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[Current Music |KAT-TUN - Butterfly]

I am so busy this school year. Well, not really but I'm quite more busy than I was last year. I have a HOSA leadership comference in Trenton on Nov. 2nd, and I'm a little nervous. A field trip to see this explorer estuaray tomrorow, & PMC has really brought a lot of depression to me. I don't know, I feel really sad in that class. All the hard math.. the failure.. *sniff.

The reason why I signed up for the field trip was to avoid Ms. Rampersaud's biology test tomorrow. But guess what? She postponed it to Monday. Waha.. now going to the field trip won't feel as great T-T;; Oh well! I get to skip another quiz for Medical Science but now that means I have four big tests to worry about. History, Biology, American Literature, & Medical Science. Oh booooooooo.. ): I don't know if I should feel happy or sad..

We finished reading "Bartleby" by Herman Mellville a few days ago, and I must say that was one of the greatest short stories I've ever read. It was very nice. I love how Ms. Ulivella teaches. She's really an inpsiration to deep reading. I should read more often now rather than gawking myself to the computer screen. Mr. Ashe is also a great role model. Where on earth did he get that humungous brain of his..? I'm completely baffled at his way of teaching and his great understanding towards Math. A complete genious.. This is why PMC is so difficult. I'm dealting with an Einstein here.

It was raining cats and dogs today while I was walking home and I had no umbrella. Good thing my dad waited for me by my bus stop with an umbrella. We walked together home. He said from far away, he instantly knew that was me because of the way I walk. Do I walk in such a way that is different than others? Hm, maybe!

I can't go to Cougar Con tomorrow either. McNair was having a small anime party and Chrystine's cosplaying. I forget who she said she was cosplaying but it's a guy from a jrock band. Was it Gackt? I really wish I could go and see them again since I didn't get the chance during the Fiesta. Oh, speaking of the Fiesta.. that was the worst ever. It was boring, and pathetic. I don't know if I will feel like going next year. Pictures won't be needed to be posted up because I didn't even use my camera. I only took about 2 pictures of Amy & Jane.

Oh and a belated belated happy birthday to eiji-chan, ikuta toma, and wu chan! So many october birthdays.

Iryu 2 is coming out very soon! Yahaay, my cute harry potter looking Te-chan! And I heard KIDS is almost done, or probably is done! ISWAKII! Wahoohoo!
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Cao Xihuan Ni [Oct. 2nd, 2007|07:46 pm]
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[Current Mood | cynical]
[Current Music |Shin Tae Yoon - I Only Love You]

Every mondays I have Science (NANO) classes. Tuesdays I have Drama/Literature classes. Wednesdays, Chinese Folk Dance & Sign Language classes. Thursdays, PMC which is Progressive Math Challenge. Fridays, there isn't any clubs or classes unless you're in sports. Wah, so much things to do do do. I've been lazy to go anywhere lately with friends. School is fine. I walk home by myself now, and it feels very nice actually. A little frightening, since where I live has a great number of people getting mugged. Wah, I hope I'll be okay.

Today, Michael told me while he was lighting his cigarette, a bird came down flying at him and tried to take his ciggarette! Michael was all freaked out, and he punched the living hell out of that bird. Yes, the birdy died..
Katrina and I were laughing so hard during U.S History class. The way he explained was hilarious. Why did he have to punch it?! Maybe it's a sign from the heavens to help him quit. I doubt that will happen though.

I have so many tests this week. It's almost Friday - no school. So happy~

So we won't be going to Fright Fest ): And it seems like it's mandatory for us to go to the semiformal or else we may not have a junior prom. And the theme of the semiformal is casual. The cost? $30. Why wasting $30 on going to some lame dance where you see everyone dress up the same for school. I hope they will think of something funner. I don't even know why I'm complaining. I don't mind if we even have a junior prom, or any proms like that. I could care less of what my school wants to do sometimes. I'll just sit there listen, but it usually comes out right through the other ear.

I've watched so many heyheyhey telephone box episodes~ I can't get enough!
Uwa~ and ISWAK II will be airing on November 25th! Yattaaaa! Figaro's hair is so long, but he's still adorable. I miss Aaron Wang, terribly. I heard he will get married in ISWAK II. Hehe, I can't wait to see that.

And on the 17th, Kim Jung Hoon's full album will be out! I already preordered it on September 5th. How much? $45.75. Limited addition, that's why. I hope it'll come safely and quickly.

And that wraps up my thoughts for the week!
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Freedom [Sep. 26th, 2007|04:58 pm]
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[Current Music |Daite Senorita - Yamapi]

Finally have a free day where theres less homework and tests. So happy happy~

I was tagged by [info]kihaku so here goes~
You're supposed to list ten things starting with the letter whoever tagged you asked. So, my letter is P!

1. Parents - I love mine to death. Always always will~
2. Pasteries - I love sweets, I really really do. I eat almost anything, but I could eat only sweets for a week and be satisfied~
3. Palace - Goong :D the drama. Yes, lurve that so much and thankful for that drama, because without it, no Kim Jung Hoon~ :D
4. Presents - Yes, I really do love getting presents, but I love giving presents than recieving. Especially surprise gifts.. yes yes ^^;;
5. Poetry - Good for the mind and soul. Not those crummy love poems, okay? Haha, something that requires a lot of thinking.
6. Photograhps - Old photographs are nice, especially from childhood. Artisic or digital photography are soothing as well, with bright colors and soft textures.
7. Piano - Even though I could rarely play, I really do love the sound the piano gives off. Makes my stomach so wee~ and puts my mind to ease.
8. Peace - I really dislike loud noises, especially rowdy, obnoxious people so I prefer peaceful days with cloudy weather, and a gentle breeze.
9. Pets - I LOVE LITTLE ANIMALS!~ Dogs, cats, hamsters, and rabbits. Ah~ but it's so unfortunate of me because I'm allergic to all of these. *gloom*
10. Privacy - Honestly, I don't like to roam with the crowd much because it's just to noisy sometimes or I just don't have anything to say. I sometimes dislike it when random people start a conversation with me on the bus home because, eh.. it's embarasing when all you do is just nod your head or just place some goofy smile. Yes, I like being alone most of the times. Not to the degree where people will notice and point and laugh at you because you're an outcast, but just those days where you just don't want to be entertained or entertain anyone. I suppose it's because I get embarassed easily.

Happy Birthday, Christina~ We all helped decorate her locker, and I bought her a balloon during my lunch period. Now her locker is all pretty and sparkly.

Now some fandom!!
OHMYHOON got a greeting from our oppa! How happy the staff were. Congratulations Annabelle, Ka-min, Alicia, and etc. You guys truly deserve it for making fans stay close to Jung Hoon, and support him to the fullest.

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His handwritting is very cute~ Now this is the chinese I could read *laughs*.


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Hehe, aaah I can't bare myself to wait any longer for Lian Ai Bing Fa!! Credits to: love36.net

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I adore this photo.. I really really do &hearts;~ Uwaa Te-chan! I read your blogs everytime you'd update. Eat more, and stay happy~ Can't wait for the 2nd season of Iryu, and KIDS! Ganbatte~

Now I'm off reading some fanfictions and getting started on new dramas to watch. Zai Jian.
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Sickness [Sep. 24th, 2007|08:24 pm]
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[Current Music |Super Junior - Miracle]

Aw, I have the worst cold ever. *sneeze sneeze sneeze* I think it's thanks to my freezing school. It's feels it's like literally 50 degrees in there, and then when you go outside, it's like, 78 almost 80 degrees. Mwhaha, who wants to catch my sickie sickie!? *coughs coughs* 

My first couple of weeks of school has been alright. I'm improving in communicating with others and I'm learning to be less distant.

Does anyone have any reccomendations on what asian dramas or movies to watch? Ah, I ran out of ideas, and my list is complete.

I have homework. Lots and lots. Sophomore year has been boring. Oh wait no! We might get to go to Fright Fest for a Field Trip! Ah, that looks so much fun~

Hehe, now I'm printing out photos of friends and my kawaii husbands to put all over my locker. Byebye now~!

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This week.. [Sep. 22nd, 2007|01:04 pm]
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[Current Music |Hava Rava - WaT]

This week went by so fast. The OLV fiesta is coming close, and I'm so excited to see everyone again! I miss me old lunch table and classrooms. We'd eat during class, and paper balls would go flying across the room. Oh, how I love my old idiots. Photos of the Feista last year.

School has been fine. It feels the same everyday. We're having a semiformal, which I think will be some sort of costume party. I don't know what to be. The last time I dressed up was 5th grade as a witch. Hm hm.. what to do. 
Jasmine and I always laugh and talk about absolutely random things. I fall alseep so easily during class that it only takes about 10 minutes to fall dead asleep.

I guess I'll grasp this opportunity to say this because, I'm in the mood to be childish. I hate reading blogs like these because I truly think it's sometimes a waste of time, but no doubt I'm a waste of time as well. Oh the wretchedness of being a female, huh? I truly hate these unbearable hormones, but then.. again to grow up, I need to accept them. This is a once-in-a-lifetime thing I'd ever do. I'll be blunt, so..

My first love, I've missed you..

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"I love it when you're pissed because it shows off your wild side, the one I rarely see." - Merfa [Sep. 15th, 2007|06:40 pm]
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[Current Music |Iryu - Teppei crying over blood~]

School is alright. I'm beginning to focus on studying more. A friend of my mom asked my mom if I have someone courting me because her daughter has a boyfriend and from the looks of it, she seems so proud of it. Weird. My mom told her that she doubts it (hey!).

Speaking of boys, there was this boy in my bus sitting next to me while I was listening to my iPod while I was staring out of the window and approached me putting his arm around my shoulder. I looked at him, and took his arm off. He probably thought I was playing around too, so he asked me, "Want to hangout sometime in hoboken?" I answered, "To smoke?" He said, "..I don't smoke." I said, "I just overheard your conversation just now, even while I'm listening to my iPod." I didn't say it meanly, don't worry. I said "no" after, and he smiled at me and we talked for a bit. Not really long. I'm not the type of person to have long conversations with a new accquaintance. You probably think I'm creepy now, heh heh. 

I've now inherited the short-temperedness of my father. He realized while him and I were fixing the shoe rack by hammering and everything. It was really heavy, I'll tell you that. So I said tiredly said, "..Can't we just throw this away? There's no way we could fix it!" But he told me in a sad and serious tone to stop that bad habit because it's not good for your health. While I was waiting in line at Mitsuwa a few months ago getting some takiyaki, I got off the line after waiting about 20 minutes. My dad was shocked and looked at me asking why on earth did I do that? I just said that I couldn't wait any longer, I'm starting to get impatient and angry. He laughed so hard. I went off buying some other junk food, and when I came back he was in line, getting the takiyaki for me.

Yes, no one's perfect. Everyone's got their flaws and people should learn how to accept them because sometimes, it's just part of them and could be no way of changing it. Like my father for example. Yes, probably a lot of people hate his guts because he's very short-temepred and a harsh critic, but I love him for that. If someone's too perfect, then they'll be pretty boring.

I ate crab with my sister and my mom and laughed together with our messy hands. Hopefully someday, I'll be eating with my husband laughing together while eating crab with messy hands. Hopefully.. he will like crab, or.. hopefully he's not allergic.

This is just some rant, and no need for comments.
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Realist [Sep. 9th, 2007|01:03 am]
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[Current Music |Melody - Realize]

Hello~ Yes, I haven't been posting much since I've been stricked with the obsession of Teppei Koike. Yes, yes perhaps I'm a little late but that's irrevalent to this blog! WAAH! I love him and his dramas! I successfully finished Dragon Zakura, and I say that's one of the best dramas I've ever watched. I highly reccomend it. His other one, Water Boys is very very humorous and a little on the weird side, but he's soo ke ai le~! Hehe, thanks to my obsession I downloaded music videos and put them into my ipod. So giddy this week. Aja WaT!

Dragon Zakura has ironically pushed me for this school year to do my best and that I could do it! And it also has brought to my attention that we're all in the real world now and that we shouldn't be all acting so care-free. Yes yes, I always start feeling all sentimental after watching a inspiring drama/show/movie. I'm sure everyone else would feel the same.

Enough of that! Some eye-candy~!


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Mweheheee.. I want his 2008 calender so bad for Christmas. He's actually the only famous guy I ever liked who's hyperactive and I suppose pretty darn fit. I'm usually into more elegant and reserved type of guys. Hehe, looking and watching him makes me feel jumpy that I want to scream to the world how happy I am! Yes, that kind of feeling. I actually found him in Jeong Hoon's forum while the girls were chatting about him, so I gave it a try and looked him up. Aaaah, kawaaaii~ Man, it's funny how I didn't feel like watching Gokusen II after the first season because I always thought 2nd seasons aren't that interesting and that it would ruin the whole show. Waaah, he was in it! I should have known him earlier..

Going to watch more! I've stayed on the computer too much that my social life is acting on the low side. No matter, my friends are aware and they laugh at me for that.

Tomorrow I plan on studying for this chinese writting contest on Monday. Yes I want to study even though it isn't really a big deal. We have to write more than 100 characters, no speed is necessary. Fight-o!!

I will read everyone's posts tomorrow and comment. It's already 1:30 AM over here and I'm pretty sleepy. Goodnight everyone!

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Back to school [Sep. 6th, 2007|01:47 pm]
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[Current Music |W-inds. - Back At One]

Actually, the first day of school wasn't so bad. I walked in, all scared and nervous and I was greeted by a swarm of people. And a surprising hug from Katrina :3;;. She's so cute! Anyways, yeah so I went in, met with Amy, and talked with Jasmine and Jane. All of a sudden I see someone staring at me not so far away and I noticed. It was Kim! Aww! I was like, "..Kim?! ..KIM!" And Jasmine turned around and was so surprised too and tackled her. Yahaaay!

I'm going to do my best to make everlasting friends this year. I'm really trying my best to be more open and less panic-y. I'm not so good at entertaining people because I'm really dull myself. *Sigh. Fighting..

My Schedule (yes, it's the same schedule everyday. I know, I know. Laugh and mock me)
1. Chinese II (Yang, Qing) :D <3
2. Geometry (Thompson, Derrick) O.O?
3. Biology (Rampersaud, Saleema) :O?
4. HSPA - ENGLISH ( O'Connell, Joanne) :I
5. MS2 Dynamics (Garrett, Eileen) :D
6. Lunch :T
7. American Literature (Ulivella, Caroline) <-- ><"
8. Drivers Ed. (Downes, Thomas) :I
9. US History I (Krone, Thomas) <-- O_O"

I want to change my lunch period to 5, since most of the people I know have 5 period lunch. It makes me feel really nervous having lunch 6th. Wah.. I'll talk to my guidance as soon as possible. And also, this sophomore year... I CAN'T SLACK OFF! So this time, I will actually study that it would seem notiable to my parents. I talked to a couple of friends at school and they said that my teachers are pretty tough. I'm scared about American Literature, especially. Ms. Ulivella.. oouu.. And History teacher.. Mr. Krone. Scary~

I'm so sad that I have no classes with Aldous this year once again. Argh, I'm so upset. I don't even have classes with Amy or Jane. I have Jasmine and Daniel in Chinese and Kim in HSPA English. I miss Chiara, too. I really miss her. She's like, the only new friend I met at CP that I feel really comfortable fooling around with. Now she moved. Gah. I MISS NESTOR TOO!!!! I kept complaining in school how much I miss him and all. AAAH, YOU IDIOT.. I hate you!

This school year seems pretty, hm.. I don't know. I'm kinda half-excited, and half-worried - for many things.

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